Lukas James Anderson

School

Hey Pumpkin,

Well today (September 7th) would have been your very 1st day of school. I can't believe you'd be starting kindergarten already. How I wish you were here so I could have brought you to school and picked you up. I miss you so much. xoxo Always mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

September 8, 2011

51 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well here we are, another month ahead since you left. I can't believe it's been so long. Seems like it was forever ago and then other days it seems like it was just yesterday. I miss you more then words could ever say. You'll always be my pumpkin. I hope your having fun with great-grandma up in Heaven and your auntie and brother. I miss them all so much also, please keep them safe for me.

Love you lots always & forever. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

August 10, 2011

50 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

It's now been 50 months since you left (4 years and 2 months) and it's still not any easier. As you know great grandma flew to Heaven to the other day (I'm sure you were waiting at the gates for her) Just be sure to give her lots of cuddles and let her know how much mommy loves her please. It's your job to take care of her now.

Miss u & love u always xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

July 10, 2011

Great grandma

Hey Pumpkin,

Please watch over great grandma, let her get better once again. I can't loose her, I need her here and want to see her get better so please watch over her and help her. love u & miss u always. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

June 29, 2011

49 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

So mommy made a mistake with your previous post. It's been 49 months since you left. Still hurts like the 1st day and always will. love & miss you always pumpkin. xoxo

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

June 13, 2011

48 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well here we are, another month passing by. It's now been 48 months since you left and it's still as hard as ever. I wish everyday you were here. I wonder what all you'd be doing, saying and how much trouble you'd be getting into. You'd be starting school in 3 months time. I hope your behaving for your auntie. Love & miss you & ur brother so much. xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

June 10, 2011

Hppy 4th Heavenly Birthday

Hey Pumpkin,

Well the day has come and I've been dreading it all year yet again. 4 years ago today you were born, you entered this world and made me a mommy. Not how I wanted. I wanted to wait and be able to hold you when you were supposed to be born 5 months later. My heart aches for you everyday. I wish so bad you were here. I hope auntie Jamielee throws you a good party and you have a good day up in the sky. I'll be sending your balloons later on so be sure to watch for them. Miss you & love you always xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 10, 2011

4 years ago today

Hey Pumpkin,

4 years ago today was the last time I heard your heartbeat. Little did I know it would actually be the last time and I'd be giving birth to you and holding you in my arms 24 hours later. I miss you & love you so much. Everyday I wish you were here, I wonder who'd you look like.

Love you always pumpkin. xoxo forever Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 9, 2011

4 years ago today/Mother's day

Hey Pumpkin,

Well today is mother's day and it's just one of the many days I hate because your not here. It also marks the 4th year from when I last saw you on the ultrasound screen. I was happy when they said you were ok, I was looking forward to watching to grow in my belly and outside too. Little did I know 2 days later you'd enter the world and I'd never see you again. I miss you more then words could ever say. Fly high my sweet pumpkin. Be sure to watch for your balloons on Tuesday. xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 8, 2011

Nan (Your Great Grandma)

Hey Pumpkin,

Please protect nan and watch over her. Let her get better please. Let her breathing get better by tomorrow and allow her to head on the right track health wise so she can come home. I need her here still so please let her get better really soon.

Love and miss you always. xo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

April 24, 2011