Lukas James Anderson

Nanny (your great grandma)

Hey Pumpkin,

Once again please watch over nanny while she's in the hospital. Let her get better so she can come home and stay at home. I need her here and want her to be ok so please help heal her so she can come home.

Love you and miss you always. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

April 19, 2011

47 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

It's now been 47 months and time is flying by, 1 more month and it's your 4th birthday. I hope you know that I don't think of you any less then I do your brother nor do I love you any less. I love you so much and it'd mean the world to me if you came back also. Maybe another time, maybe your brother needs to come 1st? I love you so much Pumpkin, don't ever forget that. Keep your auntie safe for me and give her tons of hugs and kisses.

xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

April 11, 2011

46 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

well here we are again, another month passing by. 46 months now since you've been gone. I love that your watching over Grandma now, she needs that and loves it too. I wish you were here.

Miss you and love you . xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

March 10, 2011

4 years ago today

Hey Pumpkin,

Well today is march 1st which marks 4 years since I found out I was expecting you. I was stunned but so excited of the fact I was going to be a mom. I think about life right now if you were here and the fact you'd be registered for kindergarten in September, you'd probably have light brown hair or dirty blond with blue or green eyes. I think you'd probably still look like your daddy. I miss you everyday and every year that goes by I feel further away from you then I ever did. I hope you know how much I wanted you and wish you were here.

I love you always & forever Pumpkin.

xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

March 1, 2011

Grandma's surgery

Hey Pumpkin,

As you know Grandma's surgery is today, please keep a watch over her and guide her through this. Let her be ok and let her recovery go good too please. Stay with her and keep her safe.

Love u and miss u always.

Xoxo.

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

February 25, 2011

45 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well here we are 45months later. Still think about all the things you would and should be doing right now. Thanks for helping me pass my driving test today. I wish you were here then I'd be taking you and your brother for a drive to get a special treat. I miss you so much. Wish everyday you were here.

Xoxo always Mommy.

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

February 10, 2011

44 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Wow! 44 months already, been thinking about you alot more lately. I wonder everyday what you'd be doing and what you'd be into. What would your favorite show or movie be? what color eyes and hair would you have? I will never know until I meet you again one day. I miss you so much. I'll love you forever and for always.

xoxo Always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

January 10, 2011

Christmas

Hey Pumpkin,

Just wanted to come by before it's over to wish you a Merry Christmas. This is your 4th Christmas in heaven, Should be your 4th here with me. I hope you were good and Santa was good to you too. Mommy misses you so much.

Love you always Pumpkin. Sleep tight my angel. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

December 26, 2010

43 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well it's now December 11th and I'm sorry I didn't write on your page earlier yesterday just got side tracked and busy with your 2 cousins. I really wish you were here so I could have taken you to see Santa also. I look at Isabelle and I wonder everyday what sort of things you'd be doing and would you be close with her? I miss you so much Pumpkin but I'll never stop loving you. xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

December 11, 2010

42 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well it's 42 months now since you left and I've been thinking about you so much more lately. Really starting to wonder what you'd be up to now. Who'd you look like, what you'd like and what all you'd be saying. I think you'd be into cars and diego just like your baby brother would be. You and Isabelle would be best friends. My heart aches for you and your brother everyday. I know your with auntie Jamielee so I don't worry. I wish you were here.

Love you and miss you tons pumpkin.

xoxox always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

November 10, 2010