Lukas James Anderson

October 28th

Hey Pumpkin,

Well today should be your 3rd birthday if you were born on time as October 28th,2007 was the day you were due to be born. I SHOULD be celebrating your 3rd birthday today but instead I'm writing to you on your website. I'll be thinking of you as always and missing you. Wishing every minute you were here, Wondering what you'd be into now and what kind of birthday cake you'd want. I have diego and cars in mind as I think you'd like them.

Love you & miss you always. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

October 28, 2010

41 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well it's now been 41 months since you left and as always your still on my mind. I hope your behaving up in heaven and I hope you had a good time at your brother's birthday. I miss you so much and love you tons. Take care of your baby brother for me, give him kisses and tell him I love & miss him please.


xoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

October 11, 2010

40 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

I know this is late and I'm sorry. Mommy intended to write to you once I got home from work but got busy. It's now just after 8pm here and it's September 10th exactly 40 months since you left me. I miss you so much and not a single second in the day goes by your not on my mind. I wish so much you were here. Keep your brother & auntie safe for me. Love you lots & miss you lot more. xoxoxo always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

September 11, 2010

39 Months

Hey Pumpkin,

Well it's now been 39 months since you left and not a day goes by I don't think about you. My heart still aches everyday for you. I know your safe as your auntie Jamielee has you in her arms. Take good care of her and behave. I love and miss you so much.

Xoxo Always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

August 10, 2010

38 Months

Hey Pumpkin.

Wow time is flying by yet again. It's now been 38 months since you grew wings and not a single day goes by I don't think of you. I'm so thankful for the short time I did have with you & I cherished every moment of it. I'm so glad you dropped off a feather to me the other night, it helped my night alot more knowing you were around. I miss you so much but I will never stop loving you.always remember that you are loved & missed more then words can say. You'll always be my baby xoxoxo Always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

July 10, 2010

37 Months

Hey Pumpkin. Well today marks 37 months since you left and my heart still aches for you everyday. I wish all the time I could see you again,hold you again & be able to kiss you & tell you how much I love you. I hope you enjoyed cousin Tanya's birthday party the other day. Just know I will always love u,you'll always be my pumpkin xoxo

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

June 11, 2010

Nanny

Hey Pupkin,

Please keep a close eye over nanny and help her get her strength back so she can come back home and continue living her day to day life. I need her so I am BEGGING you please keep her safe and let her get better. Let her get good care at the hospital so she can get her strength back.

Love you and miss you always. xoxo

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 13, 2010

Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday

Hey Pumpkin,

I can't believe 3 years have passed by since you were born. Time is going by too quick for me. I still think of you everyday,miss you everyday but never will I stop loving you. If it's possible I love you more as each day passes. I wish you were here with me but I know your safe with your auntie until I can see you and hold you & ur brother again. I hope you have a great birthday with all your friends including Kenzo who's birthday is also today, the big 3 for him as well. Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday. Love you & miss you always Pumpkin. xoxo Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 10, 2010

3 years ago

Hey Pumpkin,

3 years ago yesterday was the last time I saw you on the ultrasound screen,thinking everything was ok. 3 years ago today I heard your heartbeat for the last time, not knowing I'd meet you in 24 hours time. Not a day goes by your not on my mind, I think of you with love always and miss you like crazy each day. Can't believe your 3rd birthday is already here. love u always & forever xoxox Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

May 9, 2010

3 Years ago today

Hey Pumpkin,

3 years ago was the very 1st time I got to see you on the ultrasound screen. I was so happy to see you had a beating heart and you were real. I just couldn't believe I was going to be a mom until Is aw you and I knew I for sure had to do everything I possibly could to keep you safe. I miss you so much but my love for you grows stronger with each passing day. Love you always and forever and not a day less. xoxo Always Mommy

Mommy To Angels Lukas And Noah (Mommy)

April 11, 2010